Oya, it was long, yes very long. Very long since my last post. Well, I am still around, just that I am active in my another blog. Maybe this is the blog i will come to when I am going through 'big thing'? Hmm.. Maybe...^^
Have been learning to expand my capacity. And of course in the same time, I am learning to take a big step and a greater view in my own life. Sometime, I feel like I am just living a life like the ostrich, just hide and avoid whenever there is problem.Hoping that the problem will be solved by itself. There are somethings coming up which do not allow me to avoid anymore. And I don't think I still have anymore spare time to avoid it. I shall thank those who put me in this situation that make me realise that I need to stand up and move.
I have mourned about the thing that hurt me so much which i didn't mention to anyone included my love one. So you need not be upset that I didn't share with you. After few days of deep thought, I have walked out from the pain, thought the pain is still there and the frustration was great. Yet, I told myself, no point to keep myself in that kind of situation. As been taught by pastor, problems do come. And God will use it to expand our capacity. I shall appreciate this great chance to learn and to open my eye widely. And I believe God will use this great chance to teach me a lesson and to discipline me. I am grateful about it.
Come on, let's expand our capacity to achieve somewhere we have never thought about it before. ^.^ Gambateh~
since the starting of this job, i know that it is not an interesting job. However, I told myself, just cherish every opportunity given. Yes, it is a bored job after few months, no, more precisely, few weeks.... now chances are given to me. i m trying very hard to fulfill every single thing. every projec that handed to me. I am working very hard, indeed,,but i am exhausted.GIVE ME A BREAK!!! It was long since my last post here. I was not missing. And I know I suppose to be in my bed now. I just returned from church as the rest of them are worshiping there. I know, yes I know I suppose to be there but I just so pain. I have been laying in bed for sometime yet nothing get better. What is wrong with me? Never in this situation before. God, heal me please. It was long since my last visit to Jobstreet. But I started to do so recently. Why? Want to change job? I don't know. I am no sure. The intention of that gets stronger each day. I updated my resume in Jobstreet, I started to read all the jobs alert that sent to me. Am I really ready to switch job? What kind of job I am suppose to look for? What kind of job that suits me? Or I suit to? I like the current job? Do I? It could be yes and no as well. I really not sure. Why should I stay? Why should I leave? I know I have to make a decision or even decisions. Do I have the ability? Do I have the strength? Why am I so uncertain? Why am I so unstable? Where have I left my dream? I thought I used to be a dream chaser? It was long since I have really spent time to think deep. It is the time now? I can't bear to see my life in a mess anymore. God, thanks for waking me up. Could you give me the wisdom and the strength to do so? Help me to walk the path You want me to. Amen. hello....it has been a long time since my last post.
anywhere just want to update my latest news here...
currently working in KL, Jalan Yap Kwan Seng.
and..i need u guys out there a favour.
i m looking for a room in KL. prefebably at Hang Tuah area.such as kenanga point and chinwoo court.
Thanks a lot.... Below are 4 questions.
You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time and DON'T
LOOK
AT THE ANSWERS BEFORE TRYING.
Let's find out just how clever you really are.
First Question:
Very tricky maths!
Note: This must be done in your head only.
Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator.
Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add
another
1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. Now add 10. What is the total?
Answer : Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100.
Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!
Today is definitely not your day.
Second Question:
You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What
position are you in?
Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely
wrong!
If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are
second!
Left your brains at home?
Third Question:
If you overtake the last person, then you are...?
Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong.
Again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?!
Intellectual Vomit!
Maybe you will get the last question right?
Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3.Nini, 4. Nono.
What is the name of the fifth?
Answer: Nunu?
NO! Of course not.
Her name is Mary. Read the question again. i was in Puduraya last saturday. Waiting for bus to return to johor.
a guy approached me..." i was just came out from drug rehab centre, and i was robe. i have no money to go back to tampin. i need about 10 to 20 bucks to but bus ticket to go back, can u help me?". " i really want to be good, plz..."" u can look at my hair, so short, that's proved i just came out from there..."
i had less than 10 bucks in my pocket. i had around rm 40 before that. bus ticket plus lunch, left those in my pocket...
if u were me, what would u do?  | i-robot | Jul 11, '05 12:09 PM
for everyone |
just watch an old film..not so old anyway.i-robot by will smith. thought "oh no another robotic movie?"
Since got nothing better to do. i watched it.o dear, its a nice film! Never been so touched. A robot who is just like human, i mean his mind, emotion ( Dont think about the seriously depressed robot in H2G2), even the need for identity...sunny, the robot said, "thanks, you just said somebody not something..."
why human is building robot? why we want to develop better machine? robot? to replace man power? then after that what should the human do when everything can be replace with the help of robot? sit down and relax only? just like in the movie, the whole building was controlled by a super computer, Miki, see what hapend to the city later? she controlled the robo and created chaos in the city....
ya, i am not saying robot is not good...well, thats just my curiosity..and just thise questions rose while watch the movie...
anyway, i like that movie... have u ever met those sales person that selling their products in the streets? Really have to respect them man! it is not an easy job...I know a lot of people do not like these sales people. Some said, "got nothing better to do meh? if i want the thing i will buy at the shop mah!"
haha, i was once like that..until today, i went for orientation day in a Distribution Company in KL. thats mean i have to foolow the sales person to go for field work..ALAMAK....i never thought will be like that one...shang le zhei chuan..(on board a pirate's ship :P)
Its really a very tiring job!!! Have been in sg Besi the whole day. I no need to work lah, no need to sale the product to the people. i just stand there observed, of course when they need some help, i did help lah....
after the whole day out....as a conclusion, i believe i will able to do that...just that, i dont want to do that...ya..can earn a lot of money....can climb the ladder very fast...but, is it what i want?
therefore, i rejected the job before the 2nd interview.....no need to waste my time and theirs...
anyway..its not a wasted day..learnt a lot and gained some respect to those sales person out there...they too are diploma and degree holders..... Good commentary from kennysia.com
June 14, 2005
Datuknametoolongitis
I suffer from an incurable disease. Its called Datuknametoolongitis.
Datuknametoolongitis is typically characterised by the sufferer's inability to remember people's names in full, especially that of the Datuks. At best the sufferer can absorb the first three syllables of the name. Anything after that becomes pure gibberish.
Jalan Datuk what-what-what?
Kuching, my hometown, is a city that discriminates victims of Datuknametoolongitis, like me. I'm saying that because 70% of the roads here are named after famous people, most of whom are Datuks, some of whom have unfortunately very very long names.
Many years ago I remember studying at a Chinese Primary School along Pineapple Road, not too far from Palm Road. I remember a Jalan Keretapi (Train Road) near Wisma Saberkas. There's even a oddly named Jalan Central Barat (Central West Road), which is a strange fusion of Malay and English words.
Jalan Rambutan. One of the few old road that retained its name. No there's no Jalan Coconuts.
I then travelled to Perth Australia where I stayed for eight years growing accustomed to road names like Hay Street where I do my shopping, and James Street where there's good bubble tea, great coffee and fantastic pubs at night. The longest road name I've came across is probably Sir Charles Court Promenade, which is more of a walkway on campus than a road.
And then I return to Kuching. And I experienced reverse culture shock.
There are some changes with Kuching that I can put up with. Then there are some that I cannot.
One road, two names. One new, one old. Kinda defeats the purpose of changing its name isn't it?
Gone was Jalan Central Barat, its now Jalan Tan Sri Ong Kee Hui. Gone were Palm Road and Jalan Keretapi, its now Jalan Tun Ahmad Zaidi Adruce.
I have nothing against their names. I don't even know who the heck they are. But I'm sure at one point or another probably they did something so magnificient the city council decided to name a road after them. Then another. And another. And one more. Then another...
As if remembering long and complicated names wasn't difficult enough for sufferers of Datuknametoolongitis like me, I was further punished by having to differentiate between two almost similar road names.
Two roads, similar names. But the difference is day and night.
Its not that I didn't try remembering the names. Believe me, I tried. Its very difficult to know the names by heart. One trick I find very useful is to associate the road name with food.
Doing so helps me remember long road names, but makes me hungry very easily.
Its too bad some road names are a bit too long for me to use that trick.
Umm... Jalan Murtabak?
Then they start naming the roundabouts after these famous people.
Try reading them double fast without pausing.
How bad can this get? I thought those were the worst, I have no idea.
Until I came face to face... with The Mother of All Long Roundabout Names.
DOUBLE the "Datuk", DOUBLE the "Abang Haji", DOUBLE THE OOMPH!!!
Its not true what they said about Sarawakians living on trees you know. That's not what we're famous for.
We're famous for giving road directions to tourists.
Angmoh tourist: "Excuse me, how do I get to the library?"
Local Sarawakian: "Oh that's easy! From here, go along Jalan Datuk Abang Abdul Rahim, turn right at Jalan Tun Abdul Rahman and drive until you reach Bulatan Datuk Temenggong Abang Kipali Bin Abang Akip. Do a 3 o'clock towards Jalan TunKU Abdul Rahman, make a left at Jalan Tun Ahmad Zaidi Adruce and drive until you reach the roundabout at Bulatan Datuk Amar Abang Haji Suleiman Bin Haji Taha. Exit at Jalan Tun Abang Haji Openg, then turn left at Jalan Laksamana Cheng Ho. Soon you'll reach Bulatan Datuk Menteri Abang Haji Mohammad Zin Bin Haji Salleh, where you should turn into Jalan Tun Datuk Patinggi Abang Haji Muhammad Salahuddin until you arrive Bulatan Datuk Patinggi Abang Haji Abdillah Bin Datuk Bandar Abang Haji Mohammad Kassim.
The library is just on your left. Any questions?"
Angmoh tourist: "Huh?" haha....a lousy driver like me have to drive in a foreign land?...o dear....
Brother went to oversea via Changi airport,Singapore. Then have to go over the "sea" to fetch him when he is backed. Really nervous before that. Anyway its not very hard to reach Changi Airport from my place. Just drive to JB then cross the Causeway and keep foolowing the sign board. Then we were there
When we reach the custom at Singapore. We have to pay "entry fee" with card. its only S$1.00. The problem is have to pay with card. For those who is going to Singopre with car, please be ware of this. The name of the card is "autopass". Dont worry, if your car enter Singapore for the first time. After the officer has chopped you passport, just go to the ICA office and but the autopass. Around S$30. Then they will deduct the entry fee from the card.
Any foreign car that wish to enter Singapore has to pay S$30 per day. However they now give foreign car 12(maybe 10 not sure) days free. And Sunday also FOC. Hai, money any place. And the autopass is used for every car park in Singapore.
Wonder, will this charge be changed after their casino is opened?
Anyway, its a great experience to drive in Singapore. Maybe for some people it is nothing. remember, I am a lousy driver
can you tell me what is selfish? and what is selfless?
can you tell me what is love? and what is hatred?
can you tell me what is mature? and what is childish?
can you tell me what is "put yourself in others' shoes"? and what is hope for people to wear your "shoes"?
dont ask me my scales for all these....just tell me....thanks farewell my dear cat...
you were here by my side for 6 years
you were here when i was sad
you were here when i was happy
you were here every morning, waiting at my room door, just to greet me a good morning
you were here accompany me to watch tv
you were here when i was away in penang, to accompany my mum
you were here walking around me to feel belong to
you were here...
now no more...
farewell my dear... 2 months had passed since i finished my uni life. yet what have i done?
been asking God, y i still cant settle down, y i still cant get a job? lots questions being raised up to Him. yet i received no answers. Till one fine day,...cheryl, you havent settle down your heart, then how to settle down your future?....
can anyone tell me how to settle down my heart? i know i have been very stuborn, even to obey God. thats why my heart is still so "wild"....O my dear Lord Jesus, please come and tame my heart, and mould it and take care of it as well...as i m not a good master to take care of it. i believe you are the best person to tame it. o please Lord...thank you Lord...Amen.
as the time goes by, thing comes and go but He will not...i trust in Him..thats at least what i can do :P
really glad because i have Jesus in my life....
Read an article in NST today....about the leadership....for me its quite useful and can be applied in both the working life, study and even CF, CG.....
Leadership qualities can be cultivated and enhanced by processing soft skills, for example, effective communication and interpersonal interaction. To gain your subordinates’ respect, provide them wit workplace solutions, for example, ways in which they could achieve their deliverables efficiently or opportunities to be exposed to new processes.
Experienced and mature employees appreciate empowerment, autonomy and the opportunity to contribute ideas. Get your staff involved in decision-making or brainstorming sessions. Conduct “buy-in” sessions to listen to their respective inputs and sincerely explore ideas presented by them. When you need to turn their ideas, make sure you explain your reasons.
Set departmental goals that are achievable by team participation, and reward your team members when goals are achieved. Set departmental competitions, and recognize individual and team performances.
had a great trip in kuching. well, i lost my phone after that...not in kuching...i was in jb...when i reach jb larkin bus ststion..i walked towards the platform then thought of buying magazine...then when i paid...i found that my phone hilang!! :"(
well, its becoz of my carelessness...i was very down thru out the weekend. very not use without phone...i think its a common thing lah..every1 going to feel uneasy without phone gua....i guess....
well..anyway...some says...if the old one stay, the new one wont come..:P it is self console?haha...just a phone ma...better dont let it affect my mood lah..
going thru the transition...lots of thing trouble me....
even now...keep thinking wat Christine said be4 " Out of sight, out of mind?" becoz i at home now....things are not out of sight anymore...God wants me to keep it in mind....and keep eye on it......how far can i run anymore? i always say home is where my heart is...yes its truth but....the more i love the more i got hurt....cant see what plan God has in hand for my family?
but i belief..He has His plan...this is what i lean onto... To go to kuching is always my dream....i forgot when i started to have this "dream". and now i make it a reality..so real...yet its like a dream that last for a week....yet a wonderful week...
kuching, just like an old friend to me. althought we met for the first time, yet it seem we knew each other for a long time...like an old friend....
Even as i walked alone on the street with a map...i felt the joy :P only then i know the joy of reaching a dream. :P ( for kuching ppl...mayb u think kuching is nothing special to u...well it does to me...i cant explain ok.:P ) am i silly? yes i think so...:P yet its a great thing to do silly thing....
i met my pen pal there...too bad didnt take photo woth her...we knew each other since i was in form 4. ha my first time to meet and go out with sumone i ve never met be4 o....:P
met yong syn, the wonderful food tour guide, jon, the man cant live wihout camera, yvonne with jordan, dan with elaine and his family, wynn way and her friends, tze woei and her family, haha even met christine yeoh in town..accidently....
its a nice place.....erm..i ll go again...coz....i havent been in any national park there yet...anyone want to join me for my next trip? :P
yah!!i went to serian lah..a small town around 70 km from kuching town...yo...the diesel thing a..make the bus stoped 4 times for diesel....a 1 1/2 hour journey turn into 2 1/2.....:P yet its a wonderful experience.....enjoy very nice recreation park there...and beautiful scenary on my way back.
the last day..i went to cultural village with dan and elainne...felt like a light bulb...:P entrance fee is rm 45...if with student card...rm10!!!! yo...but i paid RM45..coz i left my matric card at home lah!!! any way...only the visitors who paid rm 45 got a passport :P to get chop at every houses lah..a good sovenior lah..:P....the cultural show was really good.....dont believe? ask elaine for what she has experienced....:P nice ya!!!
yup...its a nice place...see u again kuching!! :P | |
